There is nothing I can do to wrangle my current media consumption into a coherent post
Apr. 13th, 2026 07:42 pmReading: Saint Augustine's Confessions (blowing my mind, this guy can really Theology) and Elyne Mitchell's The Silver Brumby (haven't read since I was like eight, but remembering everything literally beat for beat as I read, this is honestly such amazing children's literature and I can't wait to post about it in more detail when I'm done).
Watching: The Autopsy of Jane Doe (scared the everloving shit out of me), Gonjiam: Haunted Asylum (didn't scare me even a tiny bit, I literally set up a VPN just so I could access this, everyone was saying it's so scary but it isn't), and Inside the World's Toughest Prisons (are you guys going to think I'm a complete fucking weirdo if I admit that this is a semi-regular comfort watch for me).
Listening: Iron Maiden. So much Iron Maiden. I've been trying to do deep dives into a bunch of different albums, but right now I'm so in love with A Matter of Life and Death that I don't want to move on to a different album, and it's rather hampering my progress.
Yay for the library
Apr. 13th, 2026 04:21 amLonger Weekend
Apr. 13th, 2026 12:26 amSunday, we drove over to Flint in the cold rain and... nobody had arrived to open the hall. I was worried we'd be late to set-up but it was another hour before we got in. Everything after that went smoothly, after the fastest set-up in history.
Stopped at Rider's Hobby after, and got a couple of kits, a bunch of DSPIAE markers I didn't have, and an AK marker set since I haven't tried those yet. Also a gift for my aunt so I have something for her birthday in a few weeks.
And now, a day off to recover. Aside from the usual housework I guess I'm just going to try to catch up on a few things?
Resident Evil Requiem [2026]
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The Jewish War: Last half of book 5
Apr. 12th, 2026 08:32 pmThis week: Jerusalem is under siege. It's quite awful for those under siege, what with famine inside the city and getting crucified by Romans if they try to escape. Titus and Josephus continue to be blameless and awesome.
Next week: First half of Book 6, to be determined? :)
It's April already
Apr. 12th, 2026 07:28 pm* Currently watching: 逐玉 | Pursuit of Jade (2026). It's 40 episodes and I'm on ep. 33. Overall I really like it. The leads are great. I'll probably finish it this week.
* Finished watching: 长安二十四计 | Vendetta of An (2025). 28 episodes, starring Cheng Yi, who is, I suppose, an acquired taste but he is a taste I have acquired. Sorry, he's beautiful in this.
Spoilerish:
And honestly, his beauty was kind of required to explain why his character, Xie Huai'an, acquires so many boyfriends during his vengeance quest. :DSo... I unironically loved this! At 28 episodes, it goes at a break-neck speed and perhaps the plot doesn't completely make sense, but I just fastened my seat belt and went along for the ride. It's got secret identities, wall-to-wall betrayals, a lot of violence (fairly brutal/bloody), and good fight scenes. Great cast. It's the 2nd thing I've watched with Zhou Qi in it, and I'm quickly becoming a fan. He's really good. The actor I will always think of as Marquis Yan is in it and looks HOT, no joke. A lot (or all?) of it was filmed on the same city set that was built for Longest Day in Chang'an, which is a spectacular set, and it looks amazing. In addition to Xie Huai'an's boyfriends, there are a couple of good female characters with plot importance. They don't get much focus, but I liked them. Anyway, I was in a bloodthirsty mood and this show fit the bill.
Content warnings: The aforementioned violence, ethnic outsiderism (depicted as infiltration by non-Han people as sleeper agents), children in peril, death of a female character as a plot point. Also, don't expect a happy ending. And the ending itself is abrupt.
* The other thing I've watched with Zhou Qi is 藏海传 | Legend of Zang Hai (2025), which one of the Discord watch groups is getting through. Man, this show. It started off so strong and smart, making good use of Xiao Zhan in the leading role. There was an interesting, strong female love interest, and a great undercover-and-revenge plot. Then the show unraveled in multiple ways, the least of which is the hokey DMBJ part of the story. A small set of us are gritting it out to the end of 40 episodes (we have 5 eps left) but the disappointment is greater because it began so promisingly! That said, Zhou Qi was great in it as the smarter-than-expected second son of Zang Hai's Enemy No. 1.
* Zhou Qi also has a main role in 大理寺少卿游 | White Cat Legend (2024), and I've watched a few episodes. It's a bit OTT and I wasn't strongly engaged, so I don't know if I'll go back to it.
* Non-Cdrama watching: On Netflix I came across シンデレラ クロゼット | Cinderella Closet (2025), a Japanese comedy-drama-romance about a woman and a cross-dressing man. It was fun, with an appealing cast, and I thought it handled the subject pretty well for something so short (12 episodes @ 20 minutes each). I enjoyed it.
* We watched Elio, last year's Pixar movie, and I thought it was really good. The world-building and aliens were imaginative. Every time I think, "this is the Pixar movie that won't make me cry," they get me in the next scene, I swear.
* The farmboys are filming their next season and have spent an intriguing amount of time in Xinjiang and have done a few livestreams to promote local goods. Most of them also have solo projects as performers, good for them. While waiting for the new season, I thought I'd run out of farmboy content to watch but no! Bilibili is the endless rabbit hole of extra scenes (mostly season 1) I'd never seen before, plus all of their vlogs and livestreams. It's become clear to me that when they weren't farming, they were vlogging/livestreaming practically every minute of their lives in season 1. And maybe in season 2, but I haven't gotten there yet because, y'all, there is so much content. (This is not a complaint.)
( Farmboys (small picspam) )
I am here.
Apr. 12th, 2026 03:43 pmAnyways, to sorta combat this feeling, I finally started it. ( Read more... )
Erin Watches: Wonder Man
Apr. 13th, 2026 03:32 amFinally got a chance to see the Wonder Man TV series.
(It’s already renewed for season 2, which is delightful to see. Come on, MCU, let more of your characters have ongoing arcs again.)
Spoiler-light reactions:
It’s good! Funny, charming, with a great weird-but-somehow-it-works (even in spite of [spoiler]) friendship between the two leads.
There were a couple episodes where I was bracing myself for some heavy embarrassment squick, and then the scene went in a whole different direction and didn’t hit it at all. Refreshing.
I kept expecting Trevor Slattery to be the full-blown “Planet of the Apes was amazing, they taught monkeys to act!” doofus we saw in Shang-Chi’s movie, and he’s not. Still a bit of an airhead, lots of fun comic relief, but he’s surprisingly competent when he makes an effort. The character is consistent enough otherwise that it works if you headcanon he was high for most of the movie — the show even goes into his backstory about problems with getting high on-set, which fits right in.
There’s a side character who has a connection to the Darkforce! Nobody in the show uses the word — none of them are in a position to know it’s called that — viewers can just recognize it from other Marvel properties. (Other MCU appearances, even.)
I always like this kind of sidebar, making the MCU feel textured and lived-in. It’s not solely populated with Main Characters, who get cool dramatic origin stories and end up joining the Avengers. It’s filled out with bit characters, who also sometimes touch the improperly-sealed hazardous waste in a Roxxon dumpster, they just mostly keep doing their day jobs with bonus superpowers.
We get some nice leveraging of “Disney can freely put references to Other Things They Own in Marvel shows now.” A+ use of Josh Gad, no notes.
Since we’re already guaranteed another season, and since the status of [spoiler] is left a mystery at the end, I’m sorta hoping Simon will end up rescuing them in S2. Not setting my hopes too high — we don’t see him actively planning this rescue, or even thinking he could do it — but it would be thematically very satisfying if he eventually figured it out.
—
…So the rest of this post is complain-y.
In the sense of “the show missed opportunities to do these cool things,” not “the show did bad things and I’m mad about it.”
One of the main plot threads is, Simon Williams is trying out for the lead role in a remake of the (in-universe) 1980 Wonder Man movie. Other characters pay some lip service to the idea of “updating a vintage superhero story for the modern age will be a great opportunity to reflect on the change in culture, now that superheroes are just a part of our everyday lives.”
And then…we never see that in action. How does the writing change? How do everyday people in the MCU react to a fictional superhero in the post-Blip world? We have no idea!
It would’ve been so easy to give us a clip of, say, J. Jonah Jameson ranting against “Hollywood liberal pro-superhero propaganda.” But nope. Nothing.
The movie itself doesn’t have much to do with Avengers-type superheroes anyway. It’s straight out of the Buck Rogers/Flash Gordon genre: a man from Earth gets stranded on another planet, has swashbuckling space adventures, rubber-suit aliens get shot with ray guns, etcetera. If anything, that’s a setup for a cultural commentary on human-alien relations, now that “alien refugees are the ones stranded on Earth” is also a part of MCU humanity’s everyday life.
But the show isn’t interested in exploring that either.
All we really know about the movie is enough to establish “Simon and Trevor are auditioning for the roles of two characters whose relationship mirrors their real-world relationship.” Look, as a narrative parallel crafted by the MCU writers, that’s fine. But in-universe it’s a coincidence, and I still want to know what decisions those writers are making, how their job is shaped by the world they’re in.
Also! Simon is auditioning to play a human character stranded among aliens. This is the perfect setup for him to worry “what if the reason I have superhuman powers is, I’ve been an alien stranded among humans this whole time?” Trevor…okay, Trevor is still doofy enough not to think of it, but agents at the DODC should’ve had the same suspicion. When grade-school Simon first showed super-strength, his parents should’ve worried “did the hospital accidentally switch our biological son with a secret baby Asgardian?”
Again: no! This whole obvious question is never floated by anyone.
Note that 616 Wonder Man doesn’t have much in common with either of these guys — Wonder Man the 1980s space adventurer, or Simon Williams the present-day Haitian immigrant with a struggling acting career.
This isn’t inherently a bad thing (after all, 616 Steven Grant doesn’t have much in common with either Steven Grant the Indiana Jones knockoff, or Steven Grant the present-day London gift-shoppist)…
…But I really wish the 1980s movie character was just a direct riff on comicverse Simon Williams. That way, it would be so easy to make contrasts with “the career in-universe writers imagined a super-powered guy would have in the 1980s” vs “the career in-universe writers imagine for a super-powered guy in the post-Blip MCU” vs “the career a real super-powered guy is having in the post-Blip MCU.”
still alive
Apr. 12th, 2026 07:43 pmI completed ELEVEN returns on Saturday, which was a third of our goal for the entire office for the day. Granted, most of them were just wrapping up, because they had dropped off paperwork so it wasn't like I did eleven from start to finish, but there were some that were all new. I've got a bunch of paperwork to go through tomorrow and try to get done - one is for an appointment on Tuesday, one doesn't have an appointment set but I wanna get it done ASAP, especially since I'm not sure it's one I know how to do - it includes a K-1, which is what I'm currently studying how to do, so I'm like, well, it's real life practice, but do I really wanna do real life practice on something this big my first year? (I mean, it'll be fine most likely, I'll be smart about it and get someone to double-check it before I finish, it's just the ol' impostor syndrome again.) Anyway, those 11 returns let me blow past my 75 return goal to get my full bonus this year, huzzah. Nice to know there will be a bit of extra money coming after the season ends.
Boss wants me to work the post-season, at least through the end of the month, but after that I'll be job hunting again, since I can't survive on only 4.5 months of work, and I haven't heard anything about working any cons with Epic/Leap at all. I suppose this summer may be a bit busy, at least May/June, because *drum roll* mom FINALLY is selling/giving away her business and I won't have to work for her any more! Which does mean that I need to train my replacement, but I am SO GLAD to be handing this off. It's been a long time of work that I have mostly hated, and it will be so nice to not be on call 24/7 for mom. Of course, it does mean I'll be out a little bit of money, but I think the lack of stress will help a lot, and maybe with the freed up brain power I'll be able to plan some classes or look for jobs or something. Who knows. I still have no real brain power, and won't for a week or so, probably.
There has been zero movement on the medical front for me, which is very frustrating, other than a potentially incorrect bill for my Happy Stabby, probably because of the whole switchover of the IPA and no rolling over of referrals/authorizations? Who knows. I sent a message to the doc's office and they responded with "don't worry we're looking into it" and I haven't heard anything again since, so *shrugs*. Hopefully it'll all be straightened out before my next stabby? Sigh.
Mom was in the hospital briefly the other week because of, this is ridiculous sounding, a broken toe. They were afraid there might be an infection so they wanted to keep her for observation and ended up keeping her for two nights. She's not in pain, she's perfectly active, it all felt kind of silly after the fact, but at the time it was stressful since I was at work and neither of my parents is great at communicating. Anyway, mom is back and clomping around the house in her sort-of boot that's supposed to keep her toe a bit more immobile, maybe? She put off her follow up appointment for two extra weeks because of her tutoring schedule (MOTHER. Doctors are hard to get a hold of! Keep the dr appointment, move the tutoring!) which is frustrating. She's all, "I don't think it's getting better," WELL MAYBE GO TO THE DOCTOR INSTEAD OF WALKING AROUND ON IT FOR TWO EXTRA WEEKS. *eyeroll*
Otherwise, nothing much has been going on other than tax work tax work tax work. I probably won't get another level up in before they switch the learning system, but that's okay, because I feel like I want to review what I've studied thus far again before moving on. Weirdly enough, I still think this whole thing is kinda fun, but would be more fun without people, haha. And deadlines! If I could just sit with the paperwork and fill it out and figure out all the stuff, that would be brilliant. Ah well. Some of the people are fun, some aren't. They're all exhausting though.
Oh, I did get to do my yearly Prince of Egypt watch with L and K today. We may not have managed it during actual Passover/Easter time, but it was still pretty close. We haven't been able to watch anything together in AGES so that was really fun. Maybe once tax season ends, and now that I only have one Sunday gig, we'll be able to get back into watching stuff again.
Right. Three more days. I can survive this.
Clay's Ark by Octavia E. Butler (1984)
Apr. 12th, 2026 09:24 pmThis was the last-published book in the Patternist series, but the third one I've read, as I'm following the suggested chronological reading order. I was warned that in this reading order it's totally opaque how this book relates to the others, which certainly is the case! The only apparent connection is Clay Dana, a minor character from Mind of My Mind who is said in this book to have invented interstellar travel using his psionic abilities. But the other characters don't seem to be aware of the telepathic Patternists as a group, so it seems that in the intervening decades they've managed to continue influencing society without fully revealing themselves.
Reading it basically as a stand-alone, the book seems to be about what it means to be human. It questions the dichotomy of human and monster, as the "ordinary" humans of the lawless desert prove more brutal and violent than the infected half-aliens are. The characters assume that allowing the pathogen to spread across Earth would be a bad thing, but when you see what human society is becoming, you wonder if altering more people's nature might be an improvement.
I felt that the book was too long, which is surprising at just over 200 pages. The characters are strongly written (as expected from Butler) but I think there might be too many of them, and sometimes the same events are needlessly reiterated from multiple POVs. I also had trouble with the level of violence. I didn't think it was gratuitous since it seemed necessary for the book to make its thematic points as I understood them; violence is just hard for me to read and there's a lot of it here, including rape and the constant threat of rape.
It'll be interesting to see how my perspective changes once I've read the whole series and seen what readers knew of the Patternist universe when these prequels were published. Worth noting that I will indeed be reading Survivor, a book in the series that's been out of print for ages because Butler apparently hated it. Very curious about that one.
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Star Wars Prequel Trilogy, Star Wars: The Clone Wars (2008) - All Media Types, Star Wars - All Media Types
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Characters: Sheev Palpatine, Padmé Amidala, Jar Jar Binks
Additional Tags: Abstract, in this essay I will, political science, History, article
Series: Part 4 of Star Wars Prequels in 2020s Media
Summary:
The abstract of a historical journal article.